We feel nothing

If anyone wants an update…

Heres a little bit of catch up, 

Everythings the same but worse. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I don’t want to feel alone anymore. I’m tired of being so tired. I don’t know if I can try anymore. Someone told me that I was the strongest person that they knew. I helped them believe it. It’s my fault that it never could work. It’s impossible to know who someone is if they won’t tell you. I’m not even close to as strong as people think. I just bottle it up too well.  But after how many years, how many fucking empty days. When will it finally break. I already feel like I have. 

I just don’mt want to be here